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[31 Jan 2005|07:12pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I'm excited over my birthday like a little child. =D (and everybody is making as curious as hell. They know they can get my crazy like that. they're EVIL EViL =P) (and looking at nobody except for a little glance at Shana & Charlotte & my sisters)

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[26 Jan 2005|05:53pm]

You Are 27 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

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[24 Jan 2005|06:09pm]
Looky what I snagged from sylvercatt

Free Guestmap from Bravenet

Oh, use your name usersname if it's possible that I don't know your RL-name. And don't go spamming Belgium :p

I want to go see the White Stripes, U2 and Faithless. They are all three coming to Belgium this summer. Faithless is coming to Werchter. Now that's a reason why I can't miss it this year!


It has been on and off snowing today =D
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[23 Jan 2005|12:13am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Blah, I miss Shana. Well, let's put it in another way, I miss having this really nice personal talks with her. There is so much I want to ask her and talk about with her. I miss chatting with her at midnight in our bedrooms. It has been soooo long and right now I feel like really need it.

And I'm tired but not tired enough to feel like going to bed.

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[20 Jan 2005|05:32pm]
[ mood | content ]

I'm quite worried about some tentions going on between some of my friends. I'm not involved myself, but I so don't like it. It's quite unconfortable. I just hope everything will get okay soon...

A happy thing then: I think I know what I'm going to do in college =D I'm not sure though, but I'm seriously considering it. Everybody says it fits right with me and I've always been quite interested in it and I kind of thought about it too. I think I'm going for Psychology =D

I'm going babysitting tonight in about a half hour. I still have to reach someone, but I don't know which hour they get home. I'm going to leave a message or something. Urgh, it's so annoying that people give you an email-adress that isn't right or they even don't check it anymore so the account gets deleted. So annoying. Anyway, I'm going to call her now. I'm quite nervous about it.

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[17 Jan 2005|10:36pm]

Walkie Talkie Man

[Verse 1]
Well you're walkin and a talkin
And a movin and a groovin
And a hippin and a hoppin
And a pickin and a boppin
Those bods are being bad
You better take a stand
You gonna wake up that thing in your hand
You're looking all around
There is trouble to be found
Make sure when you find it you get to say it loud
Gotta code three
Need back up
Bring me
My bright pink fluro jacket

He's fat and he don't run too fast
But he's faster than me
Last night at the show we saw him
Going out of his tree

Well you're walkin and a talkin
You're my walkie talkie man
Well you're walkin and a talkin
Go Go Go Go

[Verse 2]
Well you're walkin and a talkin
And a freakin and a yellin
And a bossin and a speakin
And a lookin and a pointin
Always tell us what to do
With your high top shoes
And you wave your torch
With your black short shorts
Don't let em get away
Don't think they can play ÿ
Nail 'em to the wall
Cause you really need to say
Gotta code three
Need back up
Bring me
My bright pink fluro jacket

I just LOOOOVE this song! I'm hoping to be able to just say along the verse lyrics =P I know the first lines. GREAT song! I just love it!
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[17 Jan 2005|09:56pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Sometimes I wonder how it's possible that I always get involved in so many things. I've got several things going on now in which I'm more or less in charge (together with somebody else, but it just ends up me doing a lot).
1) The choir paper (remembers me that I still have to write an email to everybody (or even call, I hate people who don't check their emails on regular bases) to say that there's a meeting at Friday).
2) The pupils' counsil (I promised Willeke to make that sheet to hang out in school tonight. Guess I actually better get started on it...)
3) The Godmother & Godfather thing at our school. So now we're planning a party for the kids and guess who is making the repords and such?
4) The World's Day at our school that the juniors have to organisate (there's this event Wednesday evening to get ideas and such what to do)

Four things and there's still schoolstuff going on (like studying), the Spanish (I have exam tomorrow and I really can't concentrate) and me going through a rather difficult period now. Sometimes I really REALLY don't feel like worrying about these things or even thinking about them. I just hope I'll get the 'swoeng' again, 'cause I actually like doing all this.

I was talking on MSN with somebody in the weekend about how I don't have a life because I had like nothing to do, but now I kind of realise I do hava life =D *proud proud* and that I can be social *more proud*. I'm good =D

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[10 Jan 2005|05:19pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I'm trying to write this email to Babs to explain why I won't go to the choir camp this year as normal member. I'm considering it though when I would be a monitor. She asked what we would prefer. I don't know yet when I'm going to work. I don't really care anymore whether it's in August or not. I'll see. 
I'm trying to write something now for almost a quarter of an hour and all I have is: Hei Babs! [enter, enter]

Blah, this is hard...

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[09 Jan 2005|11:22am]
[ mood | tired ]

Looky what I found =D

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[08 Jan 2005|11:53pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

1. Comment and I'll pick one of your LJ interests and draw you a picture, using the mighty MS Paint.

2. You have no say in what I draw you! Or in how much it will suck!

3. Put this in your journal.

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[08 Jan 2005|11:34pm]
[ mood | PMS'ish ]

I'm in this really weird mood now. I'm like so damn depressive and so very happy at the same time. Can somebody explain how this is possible? But the most weird thing is that I kind of like it. Maybe I'm just tired of always having the same mood. Or I'm cranky or I'm happy or I'm worried about something.

I do feel like doing something with this mood. Write something or such, but I don't really feel like it (and on the other way I do feel like it, WTF is happening to me?)

The choir thing was okay. I was being the lonely one again (well, not really, but I was like the person who always walks behind other persons because they can't find somebody else to be with. I know how annoying that can be. I hate being the 'achterloper'. I just plain hate it. But I hate standing alone too.)

Blah, I feel like having a bit of self-pity. *rolling in self-pity now*

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[08 Jan 2005|06:46pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Never EVER get the idea of making a video. We have to make one of those about prostitution for our absolutly favorite subject Religion of our total favorite teacher mister Lieven Thiel.
So I get really early out of bed this morning (9.15 to be exactly) to go to Shana to start working on the damn video. I was enthousiastic back then. So after some chatting we began to work on it. We would put this dance part of the Moulin Rouge in the beginning of the video as intro. But the video of Moulin Rouge had dutch subtitles. We had to get the subtitles away and some other parts. Shana's dad had installed this big equipement stuff to do it. In the beginning it went quite good. We did a few times again, but then decided we would try to record it on video (so we could get another tune over it, so it wouldn't be that obvious that we've been cutting all through the scene). But the video didn't want to cooperate. ARGH. Anyway, then the enthousiasm began to drop and it never got good again. So we tried again and again and again and again and again. It was like a fucking CD-recording. Then we decided to cut the Moulin Rouge scene again because there were still some stuff in it that didn't went good, but somehow it didn't want to go as good anymore as it went it the beginning. The result is that we worked on it for almost 6 hours without having some nice results. However we did get our characters figured out for later in the video, but it's not like it's satisfying. I would have been happy if we got the intro good now. We'll try it on another way with a DVD. I hope it's going to work out...

Tonight there's this picture thing of the choir. I'm feeling a bit double about it. I'd like to go and see the pictures of the camp and the concert, but I don't want to go because I'm tired and I don't feel like being a happy social human and I don't want to miss my favorite show for the moment (Meiden van de Wit), I'm hoping to be back home before it starts (Poor Roos, she's so unhappy and frustrated). My sister Joke decided to quite the choir. Sara has been thinking about it too and honestly me too. I won't quit it though. It's been a part of my childhood and it's something I don't want to let go. But the fact is that when I would make a pro-contra list, the contra side would be much bigger. Anyway, I'm not going to analyse this with my ratio. I decided that I'm going to stay in the choir until I can't anymore because of I don't know what reason.

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[05 Jan 2005|10:46pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

You Are the Enthusiast


You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.

You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.

Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.

You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

I could have excepted that...

I like Muscat =D
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[05 Jan 2005|07:40pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Today was fun =D

Big Five Word Test Results
Extroversion (75%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
Friendliness (57%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (16%) very low which suggests you are overly flexible, random, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (80%) high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Openmindedness (59%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.
Take Free Big Five Word Choice Test
personality tests by similarminds.com
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[03 Jan 2005|06:44pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

I stole this from monthless

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

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[02 Jan 2005|07:22pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm good
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[01 Jan 2005|04:58pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

The last time I've been so tired was three years ago after a night trip. Staying up all night was great, the tiredness sucks though. =P Oh well, I'll get over it.

Yesterday was so much fun, but I'm too tired to tell it all. Just picture four girls, alcohol, good food and fun.

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[31 Dec 2004|12:13am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Only one day and a half hour to go until 2005. I can hardly believe how fast 2004 went. If I look back now it's like I haven't changed that much as used to change. People keep saying that the sixteenth year of a life is one of the most changing ones, but I don't think it really applies to me. This year has been more or last stable. No big mayor down periods like I had in 2003. I remember my 2004 starting with some members of the choirs. It was nice. Now almost a year later I see how much I'm different from them. Even though I really try to fit in the choir, I'll always stand out there. I don't really care that much anymore about that. The next thing I quite remember about 2004 is my birthday. It was exciting. The Londonparty of the seniors of our school was going on and my friends had put this message on the message-wall. It was nice. After some hours of sleep it was the mass dedecated to my grandfather who pasted away. We went to have dinner in Bruges and I got my computer as gift. Had a nice day together with the family and my grandmother. Between that and the Easter Holiday nothing much happened. I studied hard for my math. Then the Easter Holiday. Working Camp! The event of the year. That's for sure. I don't doubt that fact that you're sick of here the word over and over and over and over again. But it made such an impression on me. Now actually looking back at it, I don't really know why. It were just two weeks of working and leaving together with 9 total strangers. But it impressed me and in a way it must have changed me. Then back to school and the whole empty-period following. I'm happy I got over that 'cause it's an awful feeling. I don't feel that empty anymore because I started reading classics (with things in that I think I should really know) and also because I'm putting quite a lot of time in the pupil's counsil. It makes me feel good. Then great grades for math and summer holiday. My summer job. The month July would probably be the month that I enjoyed the less. Looking back now I still feel bad about it. August rocked with as summum The Blair Witch Project. The day at the beach and the freaking scary 'drunk babble' night we had, will be the symbol of the summer of 2004 I think. At the end of August I was totaly longing to school again (and I still like it...). The only thing between the holiday and school was once again the Choir Camp. This year I felt like I really had waisted a week of total fun and that's why I'm not going next year. The people in the group where I was in are so totaly different from me in so many ways that it gets really hard for me to do things with them without questioning what brings them to it to do such things. Oh well, then school. I was so totaly excited about it. Since this schoolyear I start to enjoy school again after six years of just being negatively neutral against it. Nothing much happened after that. Except that I feel like another worrying about myself period has started (mid November). I hate those but when they're over I always find myself more grown. It seems like I find myself in a more shakier position right now than last year this time. But I'll get over it, I know I'm strong enough (okay this really sounds like I'm a macho or something like that).

What I want to reach in 2005:
- Get a clear view on myself.
- Being able to dance nicely without being ashamed (and that all without a drup of alchool). So this indirectly means I have to go party more...
- Get my ass in a car and drive the thing.
- Knowing what I want to do with my life.
- Being able to get something out of Photoshop that's actually quite nice and showable.
- Have my weight under control. Maybe losing a little bit of weight and then having it stable.

So now I have thought about 2004 and 2005, let it come and PLEASE don't make pass as fast this year.

I didn't feel like alineas. You can read it too liket his

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[29 Dec 2004|04:19pm]
[ mood | bored ]

When boredom strikes...

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[28 Dec 2004|10:50pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

We went to Aqualibi yesterday and on the way home we stopped in Brussels. I've been several times in the capital of our little country and everytime it occurs me that I don't know anything about it. I'm such a tourist there. Cities fasinate me. Maybe that's because I live in the middle of no-where. It's so full of people and things and cool shops and lots and lots more.

Oh well, I kind of stole the camera of my dad and I couldn't help myself to take pictures all the time. Most of them were so very dull but between those lucky shots there were actually some nice ones...

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